今天的我，想写华语。
可能我的华语比英语出色，
所以我总觉得写华语比较能表达我真正想说的。

现在是２８号１２月，天气=不懂，嘻嘻。因为关门关窗了。

距离考试还有大约２０天，心情越来越紧张。
有６科要读，但不懂为何总提不起劲来。

３０th号 countdown 没人约，不懂要去那里，和谁去好。

喜欢的她，似乎并不喜欢我。
也很少主动联络我。
我想，我也不该摆太多心机下去，
我怕，我的心，负荷不起。
心情矛盾。
而我，真的其实只想认真的谈一次恋爱。
已经很久没被爱的感觉。
痛，却在心里。
害怕爱上，却被人拒绝。

weak

im weak.
im easy to break.
even i break wif my 2nd gf, i din drop a tear.
but u, we nt even start,
mayb i put many expect, many efford,
i drop my tears, for a love tat nt even start.
wish u happy, we still fren

timid

i scare get reject..
i do really like her.
i feel like she like me oso, but she juz like me a little bit only.
mayb give much nt means deserve much,
tats y i dun wish too much.
i oso dunwan bcm so confusing. i juz cant control.
y i so stupid..
haiz.
if get reject, influence myslef.
haiz/... i really like u a... y u dunno a...

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yesterday & yesterday^2, 2 days chat wif her until slp.
open webcam, i can see her, she really cute. ~

today wake up at 1pm.
later 6 pm nid back kl by train lonely.
tmr still got a test.
math havent do all yet.cham
swt.

muz study hard frm now,exam only got 1 month lfet only.
my sis present me de coolpad, really good bcz got a extra USB entry.

wish i like de her, happy n healthy ~kambateh in exam together!

miss J

i like a gal. she study far frm me.
we knw each other in a club, when clubbing.
she charming, n she is local people.

she like to chat , i like to see her in webcam.
im poor, so somttime i scare cant fullfill her sking next time.
im nt handsome too..
is us nt match?
n important is, i oso dunno she like me o nt.
juz i thk too much.haha

pak tuo nid spend much money.
even chasing gal oso use many money.
i poor, n i oso dun hav car.i thk i dun be able to woo her.
but i really liek to see her smile

soul~

wan to put more effort on study,
but dunno why, juz cant concentrate.
mayb i juz need more force to push me.

wonder 3rd sem wan go work or juz resit&rest,
quite hard to make decision.

dunno y, no feel wanna pak tuo recently.
mayb wat the gal real thking i stil cant catch well.

sometime i thk im strong, im smart.
but actuaally i noe tats is my own assume.
mayb i juz dun easyily recognise im loser.

1st of ALl

1st time write blog.
now is 3am.
later 8am hav class summore..
juz bcz of some reason,havent slp...
Fail 2 subject last semester, i thk tis sem muz concentrate well.
but i juz a lazy guy.lie to play==

recently got a feeling on a gal.
but juz too hard to say...