吸毒吸烟的你 请珍惜你的生命

首先，我想问一个问题。。。
为何你要吸毒？
为何你要吸烟？

吸毒，的确能让你兴奋，让你忘记烦恼，
但这却破坏了你脑部的神经系统，
进而侵蚀你的思维，
而这时候的你，通常都不知你自己在做些什么。

从朋友口中得知，你成天吸毒，
从一个正常无比的青年人，变成一个能够随地小解的失常汉，
这真的让我觉得十分痛心，非常难过。

想当初我们经常结伴成群作乐，
到河里玩＂zokbok＂（河里分成两队玩打战），
到野林里捉＂paofu＂，（昆虫的一种）
新年时我们一同向年长一辈的村民讨＂利事＂，
当我被马来友族欺负时，你总是其中一位立刻为我出头的好哥哥。

事过境迁，十年人事几翻新，
几乎十年没和我联络的你，
竟然落得如此天地，
实在让我十分惋惜。

经常沉迷在＂sok K＂，＂K粉＂，吃＂坏仔＂的你，
如今老婆都已经发出最后通牒，
如果你再质迷不悟，她就会和你离婚，
已经败了一间店的你，已经欠债累累的你，
我丛心希望希望你能醒来。


至于吸烟的你，对不起，是你们，
我自问不下于百次的请求你们戒烟，
但你们不是把我的话当作耳边风，就是随意敷衍我了事，
坦白说，现在的我不是对你们失望，而是绝望。

我童年最好的朋友，
一个现在已经沦为卖翻版VCD，
吸烟，吃摇头丸，对你来说，已经是家常变饭了吧？
现在的你，竟然比中学时还要瘦，实在让我于心何忍。

另外一个你，上了colllege后才学会吸烟，
但用不了多久时间，就已经变成了＂职业吸手＂，
以前同居时，在我经常收藏你的香烟，禁止你吸烟的情况下，
都已经是两天一包了，现在一天更是一包，
随着时间的逝去，我们友谊也有所冲淡，
我所说的劝话，现在的你更不想听。

我小时候也吸过烟，是在５年级时，因为一时贪玩，
随口把公公吸剩的香烟放进口里尝试，
更是曾经在６年纪时和朋友一同研究＂制造＂香烟，
过程就不便透露了，
结果东窗事发，被老师知道后，
更是集体受罚，朋友金更是吓得赖尿，
这是我永远忘记的片段。

我的爸爸也曾经是位烟民，
但在母亲和姐姐的联手＂轰炸＂下，
在我１２岁左右时便下定决心戒烟，
看着他吸得一天比一天少，到最后完全不用依赖香烟，
我的兴奋真的非笔墨能形容。

很多人都说戒不掉 戒不掉 ，
但以我父亲为例，我相信只要你有恒心，有信念，
你就一定会成功，
引用我小学最常用的谚语，
世上无难事，只怕有心人。

别说是朋友影响了你，无论在hometown或是城市，
在我身边而有吸烟的朋友也不会少，
别误会，我不是在吹捧自己，只是希望你认真的看待你自己的问题，
别把自己的错押在别人的身上，这是何等的不公平。
别说只有dunhill，malboro能让你忘记烦恼，
需知道，这世上还有更多人比你有更大的烦恼，
看看这世界，你会发现你是多么的渺小。


别轻易说要放弃生命，有多少人，在靠那微弱的呼吸来维持心跳。

昨天听９８８播出，
一名女生不理会家人的反对，坚持要捐骨髓给一位血癌病患者，
顿时令我十分惭愧，她的伟大深深地触动我的心，
要知道，在以前抽骨髓是有多痛，而且她还是女生，
但她只说了一句＂我要救人＂。。

当别人在牺牲自己的时间，牺牲自己所拥有的东西来救人时，
我们在做什么？
on９？打game？
而你在做什么？

人家用尽方法去沿长生命，而你却在潇洒地缩短你的生命，
听起来真叫人觉得讽刺。

我本身也蛮喜欢看佛书，
看的不多，但也从中领悟了一些道理，
自杀，在佛教里是一个很大的罪孽，
如果你是信佛的，请别一再要求佛来惩罚你。

希望吸毒的你，吸烟的你，能把它戒掉，
充实你的人生，珍惜你的生命。

24/3 3:00am

tmr night abt 7pm nid go cousin gouse.
Actually i not feel wan to go, but tis cousin is my "er gu" only daughter,
so muz give her face @@

3 days din study le, really very lazy,haiz.
dunno y dun hav the spirit or push to study.
wed or thurs nid b kl to collect resit form and pay resit bill.
feel very lazy to go , but muz go ==

recently boring until play pokemon silver version^^
last time i play pokemon red1 version, red version play until i closing my eye oso noe how to get through==

dunno y stil fel so stressful, but dunno wat wrongs wif me,
mayb really too free==

today i found tat i quite fat again le.
now 64 kg ad ==!!!
muz play more basketball,jogging if needed.

y i owayz dun slp at night bcz if i wakeup morning i dun hav anythg to do,
i oso will on91.
If i on9 then my parent see le will scold : "u kip on9 de o?"..
quite hard to be a good boy in home,
i thk every1 oso hav their own problem, so i refuse to blame.+_+

k lla. good9

22/3 2:55am

"xian zai shi lin cheng san dian zhong"

b frm cousin's married party,
so sienz at thr,btw, cousin today quite pretty ^^

beside my table oso got a lengui^^

recently like to hear a song name "huai ren", and 'love story"

"huai ren" is i heard frm meetoto fren singing,
quite good he sing on tis song^^

"love story" is she introduce to me and oso she is the 1st 1 sing to me .
lylics simple but melody excellent^^

waste 1 day to study le, will mark down,haha ==
good 9

new start

is time for me to wake up,
is time for me to step on the stair tat i shud be.

today is 21/3, now is 5:09am,

i thk exam will be held at 21/4 , smthg like tat ,
so i still lef 1 month to study frm now,
cant be lazy more le.==
i shud had more better result in tis 2 sem's exam,
but bcz of lazyness , i juz get many C,
but i noe there is no time for regret now,
study , get better result,now or nvr .

So, i decide to stop playing RAN le,bcz it quite exhaust my time ,
sometime play dota i thk still acceptable^^

tmr is my aunt's daughter(cousin) married day,
so nid go "yam zao" at night,7pm,
so cant go KL meet my fren for clubbing ==(actually i really wan go clubbing d)
wish my cousin will find her happiness on tis guy ,
her safe haven ^^

nt matter wat ppl u meet in ur life, how disbelief he or she r,life still goes on .
SO do i, hav easy & normal day,
nthg to do tis few weeks, juz play basketball,on9,watch drama ,chat chat only.
Therefore, recently i try to overcome 1 thg tat i cant invincible so long time since i "mature",
tat is my emotion^^
i perceive tat i easy get angry when ppl challenge me,disbelief me,argue wif me(unless u r my gf)
i owayz wan to "talk win" them, seems like if u wan win me,
unless u cross over my dead body==
sounds amusement ritez?^^
it make no sense i noe,.
So i try to "fix" my emotion now, train my EQ to bcm higher,
i feel happy bcz tis week i very very less scold ppl& get angry , nt matter on9 chat or in game,
i owayz ask myself to calm down, and it works!now my brain works more good now^^
i felt happy on tis, so i sure will keep my effort on tis^^

my maxis number oso forget reload abt 3 months,
so nw tis number ad bcm nt available,if u wan find me,
call my digi number , thx (014-9302967)
digi number still left 1 month expired,i oso very very long time no sms and chat le,
since her...

hw abt my love story now??^^
answer is blank ==
no gf now, fail to woo a gal 2 month ago,
then lazy to meet others gal until now le.

wat i wan to said is, tis gal is quite pretty,cham,smart,cute de,
is tat kind of gal i really like(but she scare alone, and dark ==)
cant be couple wif her is my lost,oso is me nt good enuf i thk ^^
i wish her happy everyday...

i noe i write many lapsap blog laz time, kip write abt she love me o nt,
tis love tat love, like tmr is the end of the world, somethg like tat,
but i awake now, i thk i wont thk tis again, be smart,
juz take it easy ,ritez?^^
i will try write more abt my life, positive and good in tis blog^^

quite long time no write blog le, erm, then i stop at here la,
later parent wake up will kena "shoot",errrrrr^^
wish every1 i noe d,happy n healthy owayz^^